I am regretful that I forgot to mention the real heroes of my recovery. It first starts with my wonderful wife who had a front row seat not knowing why everything fell apart. She was with me for the entire ride where I am sure I emptied my emotion bank account with her, I am working on filling it back up. Same was true with my daughter, my brother, my parents, and extended family (step daughter). Then there was my community of friends who did not judge, only wished for my recovery. Last I had some incredible professionals who without them I would not had pulled through.
Thank you everyone who was by my side helping me, I will never forget you all.